What A point forum, 237 residents turned up. Though some were studying and didnt bother.
But I know how much effort my team has put into it, and how many hours we have spent on it just for the sake of
benefits of residents as well as hall in the future. and I am vy proud of that.

Really had fun for the discussion we all had in JCRC room after the pts forum. You guys are really getting cuter, and love you people. Hope it's a good start, and will have a good yr ahead.

Kanbatte!!

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No Strings Attached Lyrics (N Sync)

Baby you're not the only one...
Oh oh oh yeah
Hey yeah

[JC:]
I see the things he does to you
All the pain that he puts you through
And I see what's really going on
Staying out at night while you're by the phone

Take it from me
It's a lesson to be learned
Even the good guys get burned
Take it from me
See I would give you love
The kind of love that you've only dreamed of
Baby you're not the only one
You don't have to be afraid to fall in love
And I know that you've hurt in the past
But if you want it, here's my heart
No strings attached

[Justin:]
He doesn't give you the kind of attention
That a girl like you needs (that a girl like you needs)
Cause he always looks around
His eyes wander 'round
He doesn't see you like I see

Take it from me
It's a lesson to be learned
Even the good guys get burned
Take it from me
Baby I would give you love
The kind of love that you've only dreamed of yeah
Baby you're not the only one (baby you're not the only one)
You don't have to be afraid to fall in love (to fall in love)
And I know that you've hurt in the past (hurt in the past)
But if you want it, here's my heart (here's my heart)
No strings attached

Take it from me
[JC:] It's a lesson to be learned
Even the good guys get burned
Take it from me
[JC & Justin:] See I would give you love
The kind of love that you've only dreamed of
[JC:] So if you want to take a chance with me (ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

If you (baby) take a chance with me
I'll be everything you need (everything you need)
Because it's our destiny

[Mixing of chorus and "If you...take a chance with me"]

Baby you're not the only one (baby you're not the only one)
You don't have to be afraid to fall in love (you don't have to be afraid)
And I know that you've hurt in the past (know that you're hurting)
But if you want it, here's my heart (if you want here's my heart)
No strings attached

For guys handball, no doubt that blk4 will win it, coz there the entire first team is there.
Though only 3 seniors are allowed, with the super KahYu-Referee-cum-Goal keeper, blk4 managed to won 8-7 against blk2, and won 11-6 against blk5.

Gerald did several stuns which pretty impressed the girls, though ahbee, weizhen, edwin had been spin here and there, after all it's more of the block loyalty that counts towards our excitement over the match. When blk4 cheered, 'let us go blk4 go', blk5 girls actually echoed with 'go where' or 'go home'. Well, it's pretty bitchy, but I like it. :) Hanbin has improved a lot as goal-keeper, and all the best to the handball guys this year, stay cool!!

For girls team, though blk5 won blk3 by 3-2, apperantly, yixin wanna buck me up by purposely not taking any easy shots so that I could help her to get more handball girls players during the activity allocation. Just kidding. Sorry to super-chio liping,
clara, I seldom pass the ball to your side. and at least the girls gotta a bit feeling when it comes to penalty shot against blk2+4+6.

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I just wonder whether one will fall in love with someone he always argues with?

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The super emotional, depressed, dejected period has been over, and life seems to be a little brighter now.
But missing someone could not really be stopped effectively and I find i could survive with it, I accept it.
Think lala is as painful as me now, and her bday is coming but I ve no idea whether I can make a present for her. I even still owe xiaoli an one. God Damn.

Since I mentioned about God, I should talk a LITTLE bit abt christianity. I made the statement in front of soonkit and moses that if I am a Hitler No.2, I will burn all the Christians, without knowing that two of them are Christians. *so Paiseh*

I told this to Alvin, whom I met with for lunch, IN fact, that I am qt surprised that we are still in contact. I still remember who he was looked like when he was in his canoe jacket in yr1. Time really flies. He said, 'you must move on', and I nodded.

I am NOT violent. haha.

Have not been studying at ALL. I may be the most slacking final year in hall and thanks God that I still got JCRC to be busy with. Think I have been too addicted to the gossip forum and do get some complains tt i post too much..wahha...think time to withdraw from it totally.

Had an argument with law guy today and he asked me a question which really made me ponder awhile: "why do u always lie?" Guess it's must be sth intuitively related to my sense of insecure and being psychological weak or whatever. But ya, why on the earth do I lie so much? Subconsciously, i feel that it's always an issue of self-protection whirling in my heart and I start to doubt myself when I can be 100% trueful.

Life has turned to its sucky period, as usual. Qiqi is living in a dead-knot and getting strangled by the misunderstanding and pretentious style of living. I am even at the stage that I lie so much that I don't know which one is the truth.

Maybe there is something i know could be true: you will never fall for me again.

有时候，发现自己还是会想念，想念那似乎已经很久远的事情。常常想起那些有争执的日子，当时的痛苦竟然变成今日的甜蜜。
有时候，忍不住会翻出尘封已久的书信，像个小偷一般，竟然不敢太留恋。
有时候，不经意抬头会看见你写的那张卡片。
有时候，会远远的望着你，因为觉得如果再不看一眼，下一秒就会忘记你的脸。
而大部分的时候，
我却在麻醉自己。欺骗自己。纵容自己。

在慢慢长大的同时，也发现不会太执着，亦不再容易忘怀。

Blk5 this year really rocks. Both the guys and girls are cute, nice and happening.
We just won IBG bball and I tot it was almost a mission impossible!! but we made it. HOLY
Have seen my names for qt no. of times in the gossip Forum in RH,
well, it's just purely scandals which have no possibility to become truth.
Apple is just the root of evil. So dont ever fall for an apple or tempt to eat it.
=warning=

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是不是很久不见，你就会想念，
亦或是就这样再也不见
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Have been talking to freshies in Blk5 these days, and somehow we always talk abt topics like religion, marriage, family, career. But study seems to be the most formidable issue.
Sang China National Anthem twice, just to prove that I am a real PRC. Sometimes I even had to go to the extent that I showed my passport. LOL

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Inexorably fun, life has cast a mask of happiness upon me, though deep down there I know I would still mourn over something, somebody, some days.
Lala is sharing the same experience with me now and I know mine was much worse. Every time when I come to think about it, I just feel like stabbing, cursing, killing. Hatred is the word, and i trying to erase it from my heart, my memories, but it just stucks there, for ever, forever.

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Some freshies think I am only yr1, some think at least I am not so old as final year, but if one really looks into my eyes, he will see my real age.

突然想起天龙八部里的天山童姥，可笑，可悲。

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Even though, growing up is such a pain, I still feel the passion to love like it's not gonna hurt again. The reason is hard to explain, but the feeling is there. I am still alive, I could feel it.

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My FYP
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Your fyp will study, for Singapore market,  how earning forecast and stock recommendation by
brokerage forms affect market. In particular:
*    Post-earnings announcement drift: consider surprise magnitude,
subsequent price change magnitude, time after news, and volume history;
hedge over time frame: buy early/first positive surprise and sell
late/last surprise. Do similarly for negative side, and combine both/.
Role of salience: magnitude/duration of surprise and/or coverage of
news?
*    Brokerage firm recommendations. The existing study of them looks
at afterward performance of recommended stocks, cause bias due to
guru/feedback effects. Should eliminate this effects, that is, no
buy/sell following advice should occur to study forecasts objectively.
The effect goes with time but forecast may only be for short time
period. How? Look at no significant volume change and repeated same buy
advice.

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|  I' ve no idea what is going on    |
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RH is fun. Have known a lot of freshies...and enjoying IBG, ppl make fun of me though negative side,
so I am qt okie with it. THink the forum is getting scarier..haha

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I never know when you will just disappear from my life. Time just passes by, and I watch you come and go.
Till one day, I am forced to ignore you whenever I see you, without pain at all.
炎夏的回忆，融化着冰冻的心，
就这样消失，消失，
the disappearance of my love for the boy, and the disappearance of my faith in it.

1.请用3个词语总结你至今为止的人生.
　take-for-granted,  superficial,  多疑

2.你认为分手后的男女朋友还能做普通朋友吗 
    很难

3.你觉得自己会遇到一个爱你并你爱的人吗？ 
    也许吧

4.你怎么知道自己喜欢一个人 
    喜欢他的时候，就很想见到他，很想跟着他，到天涯海角

5.谁是你记忆中最深的人，发生了什么事？

　其实有很多人，很多事

6.现在生活最缺乏什么？ 
    值得信赖的人去爱。

7.你现阶段最大的愿望是什么？   
    好好做FYP，不去想感情的事

8.你最希望从朋友（不包括爱人）那里得到的是什么？  
    信任，依赖和关心

9.最近最郁闷的事? 
    觉得自己不会再百分百的爱上一个人

10.你最想去哪个地方？为什么？  
    其实去哪里无所谓，主要是和谁去。

11.你常常哭吗?  
    好多了。

12.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
     多疑，很依赖人。

13.你的首要择偶条件是什么？
  　才能

14.最近最快乐的事情是什么?
    在RH认识很多新朋友。

15.遇到不开心的事情,你会怎么释放自己的心情?
    找lala

16.如果做一个角色对调的游戏,你最想变成你认识的哪个人? 理由. 
 　变成他，然后好好的爱我。

17 我不会回答，删掉这个问题，换成我的问题：     最近如果半夜睡不着觉，你会想起谁？
　他

18 想过你今后的伴侣会是姓什么的吗？
　不要姓郑就好了。正付很好笑

19. 我不会回答，删掉这个问题，换成我的问题：   我不讳点名所以不用给问题。

20.你认为你的一生中如果只有一个好朋友会不会太少？
    如果他能够在我需要他的时候出现，一个足够。

Shivering in the coldness of life,
I wondering how my heart could have gone so far,
If you think your disappearance could make my life better, you are absolutely right. But apparntly it does not solve the problem.
Have found a lot of new friends in hall and a new life will begin, but meanwhile I do treasure the old ones more.
I always believe that deep inside a play-boy's heart, he has a girl there, but just that he buries it so well that other people think that he loves no one or rather he loves everyone. So is a playgirl.

心底有多少眼泪，自己真的不知道。
只是知道自己最脆弱的时候，
只想你在身边。

thanks to dears who always encourage me,
I try to move on.

At times, I could feel that my soul is bleeding. Not that badly though.
Things are going on okay for me but I am just feeling sad after laughters.
Coz I ve lost in the midst of love, that leaves my soul to bleed.
It's tiring, to miss you. So I just give up on you. Sometimes even to the extend that I give up on myself.
Happiness, is not something that anybody else can offer as I realize.
That is my choice. And I choose not to be happy,
coz at least it numbs the pain in my heart. If i choose to laugh, the sharp contrast between what is on the face and what is in the heart is intolerable.