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    7/27/2008

    Red Cliff

    Summary
    A face that launched a thousand ships

    It's touching
    Every war movie is touching because it shows the humanity side.  A war loses its meaning If it is not fought for the sake of protecting its people. And the sacrifice that soldiers made is always for the people too. War, is never a solution to solve problems among human beings, but is always the favorite kind.

    It's funny
    Before I went to watch the movie, friends had been telling me that Tony Leung and Takeshi are hilariously gay, especially the way they look into each other's eyes. It turned out that even their dialogues are specially written to trigger laugher in cinemas. I really wonder who wrote the scripts, so lame.

    It's ironic
    It's ironic that men are always the ones fighting in a battle, yet most of the time for a woman. If that is how history progresses, and humanity revolves, women should be far in a respected position by now.

    In overall, it's a not bad movie, the scenery in Wu reminded me of my hometown, so proud of the place that I was born.






    7/25/2008

    渴望救赎

    忧郁的心情从忧郁的天气开始。加之他又重回我恶梦之中,清晨对着镜子,不自觉地发现了久违的眼泪。
    很多人,活在还债的影子中,而我,一直活在过去的影子中。
    当他和他的身影交织一起的时候,生活仿佛就是一场恶梦,醒与不醒都是一样的痛苦和不堪。
    很想有个被救赎的途径,逃离或者消失。
    可是去过芬兰以后就明白了,无论身体走去哪里,心若没有办法被救赎,走去哪里都如若地狱般煎熬。
    这样的阴雨季节,这样的心情,这样的生活。
    想念着你。
     
     
     
     
     
    7/20/2008

    1st 2 weeks

    2 weeks has passed, and I find myself really enjoy with the people in ML. A pleasant gang, and a caring one too.

    There are a lot of social events, for the sake of networking. But I did enjoy it because it's not the business kinda networking, more of fun and food.
    and everytime I go back, there are always gentlemen who bother to ask whether i am going back alone, whether i want him to walk me up to my apartment. You know I get killed by gentleman, and ML has tons of them.

    However, in terms of the content of the training itself, nothing is THAT constructive. Workshops, discussions, indoor team building in sentosa (ironic right), it is either we have experienced too much or the consultancy industry is not creative enough.

    The following 2 weeks will be technical training, hope i won't screw myself up. haha.

    7/9/2008

    都市女子

    开工了。
    前三天在fullerton hotel 训练。除了Ops & Tech, 还有来自日本,香港,印度office,同期的trainee一起。
    感觉步入了一个不同的人生阶段。
    可是除了偶尔看到帅哥和一到吃饭时间让我小小兴奋一下之外,其余的时间,我总找不到热情。
    或者我太累了,或者假期不够长,亦或者大学散漫的生活方式让我还无法适应做一个都市女子的角色对换。
    更或者,I succumb to the fact that women should not be too career-minded.
    如果金钱,购物,食物能带来快乐,这样的快乐能有多久。
    难道相夫教子是几千年不变的真谛,难道that is the reason why I was born?
    似乎这样的空虚,从找到工作的一刻就有了。
    原来那个glass ceiling,不是这个社会,而是自己设的。