So the good news is that I've got a job.
It seems that I have turned to be someone who gets everything she wants. A job, in a big firm, with a good pay.
Maybe, still lack of a decent man, well. =shrugs=
so what is after you get everything you want?
Be contented and enjoy life? or crave for more?
Can I EVER be contented?

Watched sex and the city with yangz, and she cried, and i almost fell like crying too.
Love can be bitter-sweet and moving.
Just felt sad for Samantha, she left the only man who truely loves her and whom she truely loves too.
But she said, i love me more, so i have to leave.
The ending isn't an entirely happy one, but I guess it's intentional. We all have to live with imperfections.

There is one line the black girl Louis said, that went into my head
'You will fall in love with another girl, but she is never of my style'
 

昨夜恶梦惊醒于凌晨４点。
梦见自己被诊断患有绝症，６个星期的存活时间。医生说，你平日一直干咳，已经是征兆。早点诊治或许还有一丝希望。
于是我开始告知友人。可大家都以为我是信口开河，对我置之不理。
绝望之中，我看到了你，我幽怨的说，我还有６个星期的时间。而你却还是那样一如既往熟视无睹的眼神，牵着她的手走了。

也许梦境与现实太为相似，我恍然置身于死亡的门槛之外，
醒来的时候，已是一身冷汗。
我深乎一口气，幸好只是一场梦。

于是立刻想起了庄周梦蝶的故事。不知周之梦为蝴蝶与，蝴蝶之梦为周与?
所以现在的我是否是活在我的梦中？
人生几度，一场生死，我在乎了谁，谁又伤了谁。
刹那，恍如隔世的感觉。

我若庄周，亦若蝴蝶梦，
只是知道，那个两年前如此深深迷恋着你的我，
终于是死了。

刘力扬的新歌，我就是这样。
感觉这个超女来势汹汹，之前和炎亚伦合唱的Ti Amo已经可以成为各大K歌排行榜的合唱金曲。
现在又有大牌的制作人，施人诚，方文山，袁惟仁等，帮她打造第一张专辑。
歌词写的很霸道。很合我的味道

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我就是这样 天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯 我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样 注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏 我的风格是限量

摊开的手掌 柔软又刚强（十指纤长 指尖藏着一股力量）
安静的目光 温柔却也狂放（眼神明亮 有好多话想对你讲）
我独特的模样 是全新的信仰

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Went shopping with yangz and bugis today. and some young girl approached me:
'I am from xxxxx modelling agency, .......just wonder whether you will be interested in modeling?'
I was like, huh? 'sorry, not interested.'
'oh the agency fee is free'
'sorry. no. thanks'
But it somehow made my day. Laugh Out Loud.

Was worried about being Miss unemployed, until I got an offer from a company that I don't really want, I rather prefer to be unemployed.
This is the thing about not being selective enough in your job hunting, well tons of friends already asked me to lower my expectations.
Sarcastic enough, and troubled enough.
I tried to picture myself accepting that offer and I found it really hard.
So I started applying other jobs, make sure that I only applied to those that I want.
Qiqi is in a very messed up state now, and the thing that she refrains herself from doing is thinking about future.
Even though she is a very dreamy girl, at this point of time, she is not allowed to think too fancifully because anything will be broken easily by reality at any time. Dream is as fragile as a baby.

Finally talked to lala last night, and we enjoyed ourselves so much that lala's bf could not use the internet until midnight in UK's time zone.
It seems that we always don't run out of topics to talk, same as with some of my other best friends too.
Went out with edelene and we did nothing but to eat healthy jap food, and have a sinful high tea in coffee bean. And the rest of 5 hours we just spend in talking.

I wish life is always like that, meeting with great friends, keeping a dream of future, without disturbed by abrupt changes or unforeseen worries.

quite stressed coz there is still no news on job hunting, I really wonder what I will be ended up like.
there is nothing I can do but wait.
miss the people who are missing,
and there is nothing I can do but wait.

其实思念不是一件困难的事。
天天见的人突然不见，总会沟起思念的敏感神经。
我想我应该习惯这样的感觉。也努力的说服自己那些不经意的淡淡的思念并不代表什么。
那个我见不到的你，是不是也常在脑海掠过我的名字。

如果缘分注定我们只有５天相处的时间，那么我一定在轮回几世前努力浇灌那棵菩提树。
我想你也一定不愿意知道我即将毕业，毕竟这几天在高压读书的氛围下依然充斥着欢笑与惊喜。
今天和你说拜拜之后，突然意识到也许从此以后再也见不到你了。
修几世，只为几天。多么美丽的传说。


难道是我在RH呆太久了，怎么就那么帅。妈的。