Well, the result is out.
All I wanna say is that I totally suck in studying.
I just don't know how to score an A.
I am an average,  I am a mean, I am just a norm.
I am nowhere specially smart and yet, all the while I thought I am so different from others.
It's hard to admit, and after so many years in school I still refuse to succumb to this reality.
Played mahjong just now and lost 30 dollars, OMG,
I play mahjong since young and first time I ever lost so much.
I really getting suck.

I actually feel powerless after I joined JCRC, because there are things that
that are not decided by my own. I am sure if I can decide the master-list this year
it will definitely not look the same as what it appears now.

Frankly speaking, I realize how narrow-minded I am. There are people that I don't
know well in hall, and even I know them, I don't know what exactly they have done
for hall. Most of the time, the information is shared among the JCRC and I am
only told about certain people what they have done in hall.

It's really not easy to be a good JCRC, not only have to consider the benefit of the hall as a whole,
but also have to put myself in the shoes of the residents. Apparently, management level does not
think the same way as what the others do so that the others will complain that the system sucks.

I tried my best not to be too subjective or too emotional when it comes to JCRC matters and will
do the right think if i think it's for the sake of hall.

It's gonna be a tough year ahead, and what i am satisfied with is that you will still be there with me.

Alright, after having complained about how hard to find a VIP,
I finally found my one at Chartered Semiconductor Manufacturing company.
BUT, i am doing nothing related to semiconductor processing technology,
I am working at the Pricing department to set up a Business Portal for internal employees.

=faint=

Orientation started on Monday, ended today.
Well, for some reason, I actually performed qt much during the orientation.
I took up leadership role in game session, I spoke to answer questions (I think i answer half of them),
even did a presentation on the spot for some case-study today.
 
It was NOT what i intended, because the orientation was actually mainly for the new hires  such as
specialists, technicians, engineers and management stuff. And there is a group of China girls came
to Chartered as specialists. Apparently they will be under-paid and the thing is that the management
level does not seem to appreciate it.

Something fun about Chartered is that the Employee service organizes games/activities through the year,
including bball, tennis, table-tennis, golf, pool and etc. Then there will be yoga and boxing lessons during
lunch-break or after work. Pretty dynamic.

But the working hour really sucks, 8am to 5pm, I gonna wake up at 6:20 at least in order to make my way
there to woodlands. Sians..no life!!...

It was ede and lowsan's last night in RH,
kinda sad for ede coz it's really the LAST day in RH for her.
So is joyce. And she is already in Aussi now!!..wow...coming back fast, then we play mahjong!!!

Then we went esplanade at 1am, wanyu didnt go with us
because she wanna play FIFA....then the rest of us bought food from Newton and
ate along the Singapore river...super romantic...too bad...all girls..(oops)..

We talked about things like physics, superstition, love, and etc,
So glad that I have met friends like them, thanks to yixin for bringing us together,
and without the friends I have in RH, I may not know how to survive a lonely life.


Will miss ya girls~~