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4/22/2007 VIP and Bf-------- VIP: Vacational internship program -------- -------- Bf: boy-friend ----------------------------------- Finding a VIP reminds me of how girls find their Bfz. Initially, when the application just opened, I never bother to check out the companies, and just anyhow click by the fondness of the company names. Soon, I got a response from the university and allocated me to this company, which pays low and is far. I rejected, immediately, without any regrets or worries, because I know I WILL FIND A BETTER ONE, because I wanted a bank. Till now, as most of my friends are getting their internship/relationship, I start to get worried. I replied aimlessly to all the emails sent by VIP coordinator, and meanwhile comforting myself that there is ALWAYS AN ONE for me. Well, up to this stage, I am still available for this holiday. Though I am not in a despair, I wonder then what should I do over the holiday? I hope winning the election is not the only bless of the year. 4/20/2007 I am backFinally, after half a year's abandonment of my beloved space, I am back. With two years' entries deleted, left with few that I think I will cherish life-long. My space got a virus after I added several online pictures from google sites, and I decided to delete all of them so that hopefully the virus is gone. Life has been tremendously different from I was last year. But the same nightmare coming back every night nowadays and reminded me the darkness of my life again. Hope things will get better, and hope love is not a despondently Alice-in-wonderland for me. |
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