Every time I lost someone that I used to like a lot, actually it's only twice though I made it sound a lot of times, I thought I would never love another person like how much I've loved the previous one.
Then I realize that I was wrong. So wrong.
Just few days ago, I did a quiz on facebook, 'how soon will you get married'. One of the questions asks: how many times have you been in love before. THe first instinct was the last option, 6+, but then I thought about it again, how many times have I seriously been in love? I chose 1-2. But then afterwards, I thought about it again, maybe the answer should be 0.
How dare I say I know what love is when I am only at such a young age, without experiencing enough ups and downs in life.
And i realize to love a person takes time. It takes time to know him, his characters, his usual face, how he looks like when he smiles, when he sleeps,
when he is angry, when he looks into my eyes. It takes fate too. Coincidence is God's way of reaming anonymous. Quoted from 'the leap years', I guess it's really sweet and true.

幸福是吃KFC。
记得小时候KFC刚刚开始风靡中国的时候，总是很羡慕那些和我同龄的小孩可以在周末和父母一起去肯得鸡。
唯一两次去也是姨妈和姑妈分别带着表妹堂妹去吃，而顺便带着我。
于是，KFC变成了记忆中，可望不可及的幸福。
来到新加坡以后，终于可以掌握经济的大权，可是还是很小心的花那一个月$200 monthly allowance。
直至到了大学，part-time, tuition成为了轻而易举的赚钱方式，KFC才成为我常常光顾的地方。
Gradually, KFC becomes my #1 dating place whenever I feel like eating the skin of crispy chicken!
it could be fattening, but fattening food makes people happy.
But guys always dun like to eat KFC, or never find it so fulfilling as I do.
昨天和sharon & ahbee去吃family feast, 前天和My MVPs ate KFC@queensway, 真的是超级开心～～

幸福是bubble tea。
Can't rem when it started, probably the few times I went lunch with yuanmei and we bought bubble tea together.
From then on, whenever i go clementi, i will ask yuanmei, yixin and other hball girls whether they want to drink bubble tea;
and they will do the same whenever they go clementi.
There was once I lost my voice after shouting and cheering to much, and that was the time that I craved for bubble tea the most,
and eventually bro zhan bought me one!!..
Last night I was playing table tennis with lixin, weiqiang and daniel, and lixin just smashed the ball at me recklessly hoping to get his stroke right
and eventually he hit a ball at my face.
So finally i got a chance to demand for a bubble tea since he always didn't take my request seriously only yesterday he agreed with some sincerity. oh, so much for my bubble tea.


其实幸福可以很简单，可以很满足。昨天因为DnD座位的事情，触动了我神经最敏感的不适。
maybe qiqi always have to withstand the fact that her ex-bf would always appear with his gf tgd in DnD.
It sucks, but shu ann said sth so right that i suddenly realized that I don't have too much regrets in giving him up INDEED. 
Just like release a balloon, like it go.
and I realized that I really had let it go.
It's not about 'there are many fish in the sea, and there are SEVEN oceans',
it's about the fact that I thought I regretted all these while and actually I don't!

Yesla~

Jap Socks。
Haha...check out my jap socks fever~...went to vivo with yongfeng and congyuan (my two men shenz) and i wore my jap socks! thanks cali for the gift...i still rem TWO years ago, the first time i went out with them, i also wore a pair of jap socks orh~..haha...
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=989373&id=726980774#pid=989348

母老虎。
最近读了一个朋友的日志，然后发现他点了一首母老虎给我，其实歌词也是很可爱。

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我的前世
一定欠你很多钱
不然今生怎么会
选择在一起缠绵
如果一开始就不对
那就错到底吧也无所谓
不会单飞
要放手的话也绝对是你先
你是我的q
我是你的k
走下去绝对拿到黑桃a
筹码不多
但是为了你
我全部梭哈

我家的 母老虎 我家的 母老虎
很凶悍很凶悍
有时像个小孩有时像老太太
真奇怪她没法盖

我家的 母老虎 我家的 母老虎
很唧歪很唧歪
有时对我很好有时对我很坏
真奇怪但是我爱
其实nifu
你真的是一只 母老虎
我这是何苦
哪里来的勇气让我不入虎穴焉得虎子
我也搞不清楚
你虎虎生风
我知道你从来不会在乎
我是饶舌歌手还是水电工
是大富翁
还是拿着钥匙替她帕车的小偻偻
有你在我身边我是不倒翁
虽然我的口袋没有mikemike
但是我有麦克风
我是武松今晚打老虎
皮尔卡肉
虎落平洋被犬欺
我的宝贝
你可以告诉全世界你现在是在被谁在骑
说学斗唱逗你笑嘻嘻
你是 母老虎
也是一只会撒娇的小猫咪
同林鸟本是夫妻也通心有灵犀
有史以来我的歌里面这首最恶心
天地良心都是为了你
我家的 母老虎 我家的 母老虎
很凶悍很凶悍
有时像个小孩有时像老太太
真奇怪她没法盖
我家的 母老虎 我家的 母老虎
很唧歪很唧歪
有时对我很好有时对我很坏
真奇怪但是我爱
但是我爱你的tiger
tiger style
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这首歌的歌词真是写出了偶的心声啊。。等的就是这样的男人~哈哈。。