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12/29/2007 杂最近很多事发生,可是每每要到写下来的时候,不是因为太累了就是一下子不知道如何表达。
总是写一点就删了。
友谊赛
早上对其他初院的篮球友谊赛,明显年纪打了体力也不好,那些初院的小妹妹平时一天打两次,我们宿舍就这样落败了。
可是结识了一群很天真单纯的小孩子们,还有就是感受到了她们对篮球的热情。
nyjc的女孩子确实漂亮,纹身,眼影,指甲都是美美的来打球。而且又瘦又高,最后还是第一。也难怪那个时候他常常提到他初院的女孩子如何如何,现在也算领教了。感觉输球也已经成了家常便饭,不过更重要的就是如何去面对这样的结果。毕竟人生不会事一帆风顺,无论自己在好强,也会要面对诸多的不如意。
第一次
第一次去Clubbing, 第一次Get high on alcohol,也许人就是这样的成长着,很多以为这辈子不会做的事情,或者不想尝试的事情,其实在尝试了之后也不过如此。现在听到pub music 都很容易high,今早早上打篮球的时候就放音乐1,搞得我兴奋的不行。渐渐的,人生的脚步竟然在我面前一步步的越来越远,仿佛我已经不是我自己
魅力。美丽。
是不是对于一个女人来说,身材和相貌都是这样的重要,还是对于男人来说才是最重要的。以前因为减肥而随之而来的桃花运也随着体重的增加而烟消云散。可是也终于明白一件事情,如果一个男人只是爱上你的美丽,并因此一直被你的若即若离而牵挂着,你是女人中的赢家。
也许我在你眼里是个不起眼的女孩子,不够美丽,不够辣,不够可爱,我也不想因为这种种而再继续自卑下去了。
过浮夸的生活,做浮夸的我。 12/21/2007 你爱我爱不起 转了一圈才发现,原来大家都知道了。又是我最后一个懂得。 可是我明白大家为了好,怕我伤心难过,所以才瞒了那么久。只是我终究有一天会亲眼目睹,难道要我笑问你,相拥感觉那个好? 然后就一直这样,脆弱着,封闭着,找不到出口。 时间偷偷的在你身后溜走,带走了所有我和你的回忆,强迫我就这样的忘记。于是脑海中常常浮现过去的片断,不经意的,毫无防备的。 女人终究是脆弱,我不得不承认。疗伤需要时间,朋友都这么说,也才短短一年而已,我以后都不知道会背负着什么样的伤痛,所以就慢慢来吧。 反正也不是第一次了,明白总会有尽头,总会否极泰来,只是可能这一次,时间会长一点。 虽然不知道你新情人是谁,但我定然不会自卑。 12/20/2007 Worst day ever 今天真的是很糟糕的一天,知道了一些我希望永远都不知道的事,看到一些不想看到的人。 生命真的没有比此时此刻更恶心,让我想有呕吐的感觉。 我无法让自己看起来若无其事的样子,我亦无法掩饰自己的情绪。 我只是常常想,为什么my life is so f---ed up.... 12/16/2007 Season of training, season of love Season of Training: IHG (inter-hall games) is coming soon, the fixture for hball girls seems not so good though. Nevertheless, the girls are still training super hard, and we've been improving. I hope we can keep the pace of improvement and reach the optimal when it comes to the actual game coz we can't afford to loose any. Softball is good, and I've decided to join training after I've played during the friendly game on the NTU hall 11 exchange day, coz I totally sucked. Softball has been a painful needle in my heart because of the year1 game and finally, I got motivated in my final yr as this year the grouping seems to be a bit hopeful. Not sure abt table-tennis, and netball, and bball, hope the best out of every game I play. Season of Love: Love is seasonal, and that is why can ignore it. It will be gone after awhile. But it's really december every year, I wonder why it is so. 12/3/2007 A quizYour view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are
friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so
cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk
to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
The seriousness of your love:
Your views on education You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good
advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a
problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. 12/2/2007 一个人 II蔡依琳的一个人。绝对是巧合听到。和之前的歌名相同纯属巧合。 不过都是断肠曲,催泪词。 从皮包里抽出我们的照片 沙发又移到客厅的另一边 晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟 已经没有什么人会埋怨 今天阴天 今天又是星期天 唯一的打算是醒得晚一些 反正我不知道怎样打发时间 出门或不出门 没差别 一个人 到底应该是右边或左边 两个人 每一次争吵都值得纪念 一个人 偶尔感到寂寞在所难免 你的气味 还留在枕头边 一个人 我重新适应一切不方便 两个人 不一定就成全一个世界 一个人 关灯看见记忆的横切面 没有光线 过去那些情节 更明显 |
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